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2008-01-20

6 years of diaryland! it's time to move!

x love in song
1:16 a.m.

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2008-01-17

today i felt happier than i've been for weeks. maybe just a little nostalgic and a little wistful, but generally fine.

x love in song
11:54 p.m.

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2008-01-13

i don't know what to feel anymore. i don't even know why i'm feeling this way when i shouldn't be.

anyway, school's starting! i'm quite excited about my modules actually!

thanks alot for today, zy!!

x love in song
10:16 p.m.

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2008-01-10

i'm so irritated with bidding.

x love in song
9:15 a.m.

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2008-01-01

so 2008 is here! i spent the last day of 2007/first day of 2008 with my closest friends. dinner at dawn's, followed by sleepover at yunru's! this is the 3rd year that sozy is having our annual countdown sleepover! and i hope it won't be the last. keep the tradition going!

2007 was such a sad year. bag was stolen, got into a car accident, failed driving, numerous disappointments, many hospital visits, got my heart broken so many times till it became numb, and lost my best friend/special companion to the current of time.

last year, i earned my first dollar! had fun working as a promoter, tried my patience teaching tuition, rediscovered my love for musicals, went KL with 2 good friends, actually enjoyed the modules i studied in uni, received better-than-expected results, met up with many old friends, became more independent and grew up alot more.

last year, i was a little disillusioned and disappointed with how time and circumstances can pull 2 persons apart so easily. i've realised that the more you love, the more you will get hurt. i've learnt how fragile relationships can be, and what used to be mine are now nothing but precious memories.

in 2008, i want to be able to let go, to start the new year as a stronger person, to be able to meet/exceed my expectations in life, and subsequently be happier than i was in 2007.

may 2008 be a better year for everyone!

x love in song
10:56 p.m.

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2007-12-30

the fleeting gazes, the never-ending hugs, the truest words never spoken.

we left it all to the sea.

x love in song
8:57 p.m.

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2007-12-21

again and again and again and again and again...

x love in song
12:35 a.m.

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2007-10-12

whoa the bad presentation week is overrr! but i only had 2 presentations in the end cos due to some miscommunications, i ended up not presenting for south asia which i spent my weekend preparing for. ugh. and now i have to redo the whole presentation with another topic again.

but scary food presentation is over! and actually it wasn't that scary to present to the whole lt.

i've skipped so many south asia and geog lectures! bad habit.

sigh okay geog proj due next week, and social work term paper and south asia presentation next next week.

x love in song
1:08 a.m.

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2007-10-04

ugh i'm so dead for south asia midterms tomorrow! haven't done the readings, can't remember the political and economic situations of the countries.

anyway! history essay down! south asia test tmr!

next week:
south asia presentation
social work presentation
food security presentation

3 presentations on 3 consecutive days! what a killer.

next next week:
geog project due

next next next week:
social work term paper

can't wait for next week to be over! then i'll be able to relax abit.

x love in song
12:16 a.m.

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2007-09-26

what a lonely midautumn! no oon, no big hearts, candles, nor lanterns this year! just a walk in bishan park with my mother.

yesterday i had a nice looooong lunch at waraku with the s91 gang! wa pretty decent food, i must say. the udon was good! quite sad we didn't get to go kbox though, cos we were so excited about it! next time okay okay?

ugh driving and tuition tomorrow. oh speaking of tution, my tutee will change time/cancel tuition just TWO HOURS before the normal tuition time every week without fail! goodness la so last minute! every week i have to alter my plans just cos of that. so terrible.

so tired, i'm not even half done with any of my assignments.

x love in song
12:04 a.m.

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2007-09-23

finally recess week is here! but don't suppose i'll have much time for rest since we have so many projects/presentations/assignments to do. not to mention catching up on all the lectures that i didn't go for and studying for south asia (PEACE YOUR FAVOURITE!) midterm.

anyway, it's a lousy weekend! only had like 2+ hours with oon last night because he only booked out at 10pm and he has some last minute duty today.

we went for the human geog field trip yesterday! was rather fun la, we learned so much about geomancy! and stupid peace left her mark at the cafe by scribbling salt (heart) peace on the wall, which is totally untrue because it's the other way round (peace (heart) salt) and it's only one-sided HAHA

okay have to do my geog proj and history essay now. social work visits tomorrow!

x love in song
11:48 a.m.

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2007-09-15

i can't seem to read my history notes and the stupid movie refuses to load and i'm getting annoyed at all the noises around me.

x love in song
11:29 p.m.

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2007-09-11

whoo i have 1 project, 2 presentations, and 2 more midterm tests coming up! how exciting! and for the food presentation, we'll have to present to around 150 people, sounds quite scary no? i don't even like speaking infront of a class of 20+ people, let alone 100+.

but recess week is coming! i'm quite excited about the social work visits and geog field trip during that week! haven't gone on an excursion for years!

tomorrow's my last day of school for the week, i hope! long weekend ahead

x love in song
11:52 p.m.

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2007-08-23

whoa i'm perpetually lost in south asia lecture.

and i don't want next week to come! all the terrible things happening next week ugh.

x love in song
10:13 p.m.

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2007-08-20

so it's already the second week of school! none of the modules are exciting except for food security/safety and geog. long tiring almost-1.5-hours journey to school. my travelling time to-and-fro are longer than my lecture time! luckily there's alicia!!

ugh my human geog tutorial clashes with my driving test!! so frustrating i hate this balloting thing. i hope there're vacancies in other tutorials if not howww.

goodness i sound so incoherent tonight.

watched the king and i last night and it wasn't fantastic :(

okay i'm so tired and there's readings to do.

x love in song
9:34 p.m.

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2007-08-07

whoa long long long break from here.

so tired now after a long day spent out at the west. driving today was so shit and i kept getting scolded that i felt all my confidence slipping away. horrors! it's less than 3 weeks to my practical test and i'm in such a bad state.

should probably stop brooding over it and enjoy the last 6 days of my holidays la. LIX you too okay!!

anyway oon had nights out today so we spent the time eating buffet and going around jurong! bad afternoon but the night made up for it :)

cors make me sick and i really really pray i can get jap studies as gem. a week more till school starts! don't know whether to be excited or sad cos i'm quite excited about the mods i'm taking! but yet i don't want the holidays to end.

x love in song
11:35 p.m.

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2007-07-05

whoa i'm finally tired! have been on some kind of hyper-active mode for the past few days, goodness knows why. thankfully all my energy has been zapped up by today's activities.

went for an early morning run at the park connector opposite. therapeutic, refreshing and left me wanting for more! i think the running bug has bitten me hard since monday, cos i just feel like running all the time. and i'll feel guilty if i don't run for a day. sounds quite crazy i know, but i hope it continues!

plus badminton in the afternoon with dawn yunru and chloe! super fun, even if none of us could play really well! quite embarrassing to be playing next court to some pro uncles and ahpeks though.
then gym after that! more running + exercises!

okay! tomorrow is fridayyyyyy! i shall give myself a rest.

x love in song
11:48 p.m.

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2007-07-01

I had a fantastic weekend! Pretty amazing, I love you more after all those headaches, heartaches and confessions.

Oon and I got pestered by wedding companies again to sign up for their package which can be put on hold for 10 years. They must be mad! Who in their right mind would sign up for a wedding 10 years in advance?! Must be quite desperate to target people like us right, and it already happened twice before! Even if you must, you can direct your attention to DAWN, who will most likely get married first!

Anyway, there's somebody to drive me around to late-night suppers and drives to changi/pasir ris now! YAY! :) congrats, oon!

Goodness, I feel like eating marshmellows! Sticky, melted insides with crispy outer layers!

x love in song
11:54 p.m.


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