Oon and I got pestered by wedding companies again to sign up for their package which can be put on hold for 10 years. They must be mad! Who in their right mind would sign up for a wedding 10 years in advance?! Must be quite desperate to target people like us right, and it already happened twice before! Even if you must, you can direct your attention to DAWN, who will most likely get married first! Anyway, there's somebody to drive me around to late-night suppers and drives to changi/pasir ris now! YAY! :) congrats, oon! Goodness, I feel like eating marshmellows! Sticky, melted insides with crispy outer layers!
x love in song and had a secret meeting with oon on tuesday morning when he came out for his xray after coming down with allergies/lung infection! we had quite a fun time roaming around tiong bahru and boon lay! and driving plus nancy drew date on wed with dawn lix yunru! the movie was really quite retarded. so it's friday already! what a happy day! i hope SOMEONE will be able to drive me around from tomorrow onwards ;)
x love in song other than that, i've been out with oon everyday since his pop. 12 very, very good days! ahhhh the disappointment kills. it's just like a milder version of one of my worst nightmare, but still very bad.
x love in song i don't know whether to be sad or angry but i suppose there's no point since it all happened a few years back but one thing i do know is that i feel so stupid for actually thinking you were all talk and no actions i didn't know you're (or were) those kind i seriously didn't expect it but goodness gracious it was so long ago so i should stop brooding over it
x love in song so it wasn't that weird going with my parents afterall! at least we had quite alot of time roaming around by ourselves, shopping, walking, having suppers at roadside cafes and taking a cab down to klcc JUST to buy dunkin' donuts. but the cab fare was really cheap so it was worth it! ho ho oon's block leave is ending soon so sad! how did it pass so fast?
x love in song speaking of rainbows, i saw one yesterday while at changi beach! 3 rainbows in 2 days! the world has been beautiful lately. kl with family, oon and jeremy on sunday!
x love in song tuition and driving tomorrow. argh scary day scary day. i haven't drove in 15 days cos the instructor was abroad the past week and ahhhhh i pray he'll be more patient with me tomorrow. goodness i feel like killing some people again!
x love in song and so the weekend came and went. worst weekend ever, but thankfully improved greatly by sunday! busy weeks ahead! i hope the kl trip will be alright! the night came and brought along with it the scent of fresh pines, delicate rain and drenched earth. diamond dust danced in the soft glow of the streetlamps, accompanied by rustling leaves which fell like the first notes in a bittersweet melody.
x love in song please, do not get tormented by your thoughts anymore!
x love in song i'm too childish, too foolish, too much of a dreamer for my own good. to lose and find roads again, the truth is the days won't linger as much on your mind as they do on mine.
x love in song okay i had a very happy weekend talking about flings and flirts and gore-tex boots with oon! the weekend was too happy that i felt extrememly sad when it was over. there's driving tomorrow and i really hope i won't drive as badly as i did last wednesday. anyway i'm addicted to mud again but it's really frustrating cos i keep getting killed by goblins and pythons. UGH. i wish i still have my old character which was level 38! now i'm a mere level 3 and i can't find decent equipments anywhere.
x love in song and driving lessons are much more pleasant nowadays! even if he's still impatient and unencouraging but at least i don't get scolded for things i didn't do anymore! anyway i can't wait for my friends' weddings! please let me be part of the door gang okay i wanna make the guys do stupid stuff HAHA so exciting! dawn get married soon please!! since you're the one who most likely will get married first whee! whoa time flies. i can't believe i've known some of my friends for 12 years!
x love in song but you know, we all have some kind of weird/idiotic pasts. and if i wasn't the way i was, i might not have got together with a certain oon! =) haha i remember all the sneaking arounds and secret dates after school! and lix etc had to lie to my mother for me, i think. goodness! haha! sungei api api. it kind of brought us together. sorry i'm quite amused reading all my old entries.
x love in song yummy thai food at golden mile made me very happy indeed! i never knew oliang tasted so good! no more of the nice ball things, so we bought mango rice and had our old-time chats along the singapore river. :):) anyway, i like tuitions cos i get to play hangman and riddles! on a totally random note, i was angry with oon this morning and my mother actually defended and spoke up for him! what is the world coming to!
x love in song on two occasions i stepped on the brake but he accused and scolded me for stepping on the accelerator! what the hell. and whenever i'm unsure and ask questions, he'll answer in a rude and impatient way. i'll be like,"so how do you blahblahblahblah.." and he'll say,"why not!? why cannot?!" oh my god la i'm asking you HOW to do it and not doubting if i'm supposed to do it! and once he start scolding and complaining, i'll start to panic and forget all my stuff, then he'll keep scolding and complaining. damn it la. plus he kept insulting my ex instructor, saying SHIT to all the stuff the ex instructor taught me and saying he (ex instructor) should go for a teaching upgrading course. if the ex has to go an upgrading course, then YOU SHOULD GO FOR A BASIC MANNERS COURSE and improve your attitude!
and many many other incidents.
no wonder my cousins were complaining about his attitude! i wonder how they put up with it. goodness i feel so freaking stressed while driving nowadays. whoo okay that's all. just had to get it all out.
x love in song i had a pretty fabulous month! outings and more outings out to town city ikea bishan hougang etcetc, 12km run/hike, catching up on readings, night safari, changi point, ziyang's birthday outing, starting a new tuition. so mr oon went off to tekong yesterday and won't be back till 16 days later. seems so quiet without him! stupid boy was so bitchy and funny and noisy the past week. anyway i like my new tuition student! much better than the other p3 boy because she's eager to learn! unlike the boy. plus she's chubby and cute and smart and talkative. !! more cross-stitching, books, tv shows and comics!
x love in song
2007-07-01
I had a fantastic weekend! Pretty amazing, I love you more after all those headaches, heartaches and confessions.
11:54 p.m.
2007-06-29
so life returned to the mundane routine of babysitting this week. not that bad though, since it's really amusing to look after the kid cos she's so smart, cheeky and absolutely cute!
9:43 p.m.
2007-06-24
yesterday i spent the night at mind's cafe playing violent crazy games with the class gang till i banged my elbow on the table's edge and it bled and also bit the side of my mouth! dangerous games la! i get too excited sometimes hahaha.
11:07 p.m.
2007-06-23
whoa whoa whoa i found out something shocking tonight! the things people do behind your back and keep them as secrets for so many years when all along you've trusted and thought of those people as honest and open.
1:21 a.m.
2007-06-22
kl was one big shopping and eating trip! jeremy and oon are such crazy shopping monsters! the number of shirts they bought are enough to last them for years.
1:14 a.m.
2007-06-16
i had a cozy sozy bbq at east coast today! such a nice late afternoon/night, what with the double rainbows (!! how often do you get to see 2 rainbows together! plus they were in such perfect arches!) and myriad of stars and succulent food and crusty marshmellows! whoo romantic, therapeutic and COZY!
12:49 a.m.
2007-06-05
today i went swimming and got myself all roasted!
11:57 p.m.
2007-06-05
the one thing i miss most right now is having the spread of sea and sky to myself in my secret corner of singapore. more waves and more waves, feeling the pull of the undercurrent, taking in the sight of the changing shoreline, breathing in the lightly salted air.
12:32 a.m.
2007-06-03
i never thought it would end this way. the entire 4.5 years flashed by, and ended without a valid reason.
12:33 a.m.
2007-05-28
goodness the weekend passed so fast i feel like i only seen oon for an hour. what an emo yet happy weekend. my nerves have never felt so raw before.
1:47 a.m.
2007-05-21
hoho my internet is finally back to normal after being cranky last week!
11:09 p.m.
2007-05-09
whooo happy happy! tomorrow is THURSDAY!!! dawn are you happy too?
9:12 p.m.
2007-05-08
i was such a lovesick kid in sec 2 it's rather disgusting.
11:21 p.m.
2007-04-30
today i went for a movie with oon and his sec 3 cousin and it felt like oon was taking his little bro and sister out for a family outing. HAHA seriously la his cousin is so smalllll, cute and looks like he's p4 or p5, and you know, i'm not exactly very tall either!
12:22 a.m.
2007-04-18
driving has been a big headache ever since i changed instructor! oh my goodness i get so angry after every lesson. the current instructor is so freaking annoying, unreasonable and rude!
7:50 p.m.
2007-04-10
whoa it's been more than a month since i last updated.
9 days to phantom!
16 days till oon returns.
3:48 p.m.